I believed I’d discover some stability as soon as I used to be accepted into school. I joined a sorority, acquired a boyfriend, and was doing nice academically. I had what I imagined everybody needed out of a school expertise. Nevertheless, I used to be typically in a depressive temper, and my boyfriend would quip that I wasn’t “enjoyable to be round anymore.” I did not really feel like myself: I misplaced curiosity in issues I as soon as loved, like hanging out with buddies, and located myself spending extra time alone. On prime of all that, I had hassle considering clearly and felt drained and sluggish most days. After I began having suicidal ideas, I noticed this was one thing that wasn’t going to go away by itself.